Let me explain, this isn't some mushy romance thing, I literally feel low and sad when I'm not around her. We have been together for almost two years, but here is the kicker, we were engaged 6 months into our relationship. I decided she was my favorite person in the world so I asked her to stay with me and she said yes. We have a date for the wedding set for June 29th 2019 and have already put deposits down and secured a good venue. A few months ago something in my head clicked and i have been feeling super low and sluggish. I think about her and my mind is telling me that it is not going to work out, that I'm making a huge mistake that can never be fixed and I will be trapped forever. When I'm with her, all of those thoughts disappear for the most part. I don't know what to do, she has helped me though so much in our short time together, from losing my job to the death of my friend, I love her and she loves me, so why can't I be happy? Why can't I just except what is happening? I have seen a therapist about it and all he wanted to do was shove pills down my throat and let the whole thing blow over. I can't talk to family about it because they are all so happy and I don't want to disappoint anyone. I love spending time with her, and going on dates with her and just lounging around the house with her. When I'm not with her my whole demeanor changes. Can anyone explain, If you need more detail I can provide what you need.