Hello, everybody. My name is Sergio Ramos. I am quite new to these forums and have only begun the dive into the sea of self-development. A short and quick background to why I am here. I'm 35 years old and I have been battling PTSD ever since witnessing the horrifying murder of my father at the age of 6, and if you can believe it, I have never learned what self-development was and what it was meant for until my current boss intoduced me to Earl Nightengale's recording back in November of 2017. After doing the 30-day challenge, I found myself wanting to persue this new subject and learn about everything that I have been missing throughout my entire life. That which I understand is usually tought by either a father, a coach, or picked-up by a non-preoccupied and fully aware child as he is able to see the world around him with a free mind. I do want to thank everybody here who is reading this for their patience and understanding as I attempt to make sense of that which I know nothing about, and will most likely fumble as I struggle to understand what it means to be a personally developed individual. For starters I would like to ask a question to whomever has read my post up until now, but I have a problem. I don't know what to ask or if I should even ask anything at all. See, I have a small problem which I think I should start with if any of you are willing to help me by letting me bounce some ideas around. "I have very disorganized thoughts and have difficulty focusing and I wonder if anybody has such a rudimentary understanding on these points that they could give me a small piece of advice that I can use as a basis as I attempt to learn how to organize my thoughts and/or keep focused on my subject as I attempt to build my thoughts around them." That single run-on sentence is probably my biggest problem right now. As I normally attempt to communicate, I always begin by stringing out a long series of words that I can't seem to stop myself to take the time and better organize into more functional sentences. Further, if the previous sentence didn't make good sense, it's just another example of how my thoughts are chaotic and are in need of help becoming more organized. Does anybody have any advice on how to start "developing" myself with better organized thoughts? Thank you, everyone. I'm sorry if this is a bit much to ask for on an introductory post.