- Jun 28, 2011
This question has bothered me a lot recently. I am 26 years old and I am trying to get my life together. I have had a lot of things happen to me growing up and of course like many people I ate my feelings. No one made me aware of what I was doing. Simply no one cared because it wasn't them. I started this at 13 years old, and some days I wish my mom would have tried to stop me. Now I am trying to move forward with my life and it is difficult. I am a mother of two, and still have no support. I have begged my husband for over a year for a gym membership and he still hasn't gotten me one. I am a stay at home mom so I don't make the money so there for I cannot force him to buy me one. What do you do when your happiness has been gone for 13 years and it is you against the world it seems? I just don't get it, if it was my daughter or husband that needed to change to become happy I would go to the ends of the earth to make it happen. Why wouldn't my mom or husband do the same for me? I guess all I have is trying to work out at home which is difficult, but I assume it can be done. What should I tell myself to keep me motivated?