Hi, I have a chronic neurological disease that has no known cure and I'm really scared because this illness is what made me wake up from a life of living the bare minimum of my potential and now that I have woken up I can't do much. I'm 37 and very much want to heal and change my life. I have learned the hard way that healing takes patience and surrender. It seems to require a fine balance of action and inaction. I realize that I need to start where I am. My mental cognition has improved so I'm reading again. I also try to go for a walk every day. I sit on a grounding mat, do guided meditations, eat healthy and even try new recipes when I have the energy. I think the missing link is that I don't have support. For awhile I was attending as many group activities as possible but I had severe anxiety and the physical pain was overwhelming to the point where I couldn't enjoy anything. I also don't have a vehicle so it's hard to get around. My family is not close or healthy to be around. I don't have friends either. I'm wondering if anyone can give me feedback or ideas. To me, friendship is everything and to not have that makes it incredibly hard to improve my life.