I did a background check on a hunch, and I found my girlfriend on myredbook. Which was a website dedicated to prostitution and escorts. Its no longer active, but using the wayback machine I was able to see a lot of her ads and reviews dating from 2007 to 2013. She claims that she only did Girlfriend Experience stuff (dates, dinners, parties, hanging out). However many of her ads specifically offer Non-GFE and even PSE (Porn Star Experience), which is the service to perform sex in a way to be like porn. She also had a lot of graphic reviews left about how well she did sexual things and more along those lines. When confronted with this she denied that she did anything sexual with guys like that. She claims that she doesn't know why its all there and that she never did it. According to her all she ever did with guys from that site is GFE stuff because they were lonely and they just hung out. She also says that she was the one who managed her profile on their and that she hired someone to manage it, and that she didn't know how explicit her ads were or what they offered. She also claims that the reviews are fake, but there are dozens and dozens of them all matching up to the dates of her ad listings offer PSE and Non-GFE. Along with lines like "I can be your perfect little girl next door or your dirty little slut". These graphic listings and reviews stopped somewhere around late 2011 and from there forward the reviews and ads were more in line with what I think a GFE would show as. The reviews became things along the lines of "She was very sweet and a fine young lady" "A wonderful time with a classy girl" etc, and there were also reviews left by guys who obviously expected sex/etc, but were turned down. I am assuming that what happened is that she suddenly just became ashamed of sex for hire, and tried to change it to just an classy escort thing. She is very closed off sexually with me and says that she needs to "get more used to me" and that she needs to be really close to a guy to do more things than just me on top missionary. One of the things she is against until such time that she is more "comfortable" is oral sex. However a good number (more than half) of the explicit reviews of her on this website were about her oral sex expertise. Some of which go into more graphic detail. Would you believe her? That this was all fake and that it was just guys lying about her? Why then are there almost 5 years of good reviews about her explicit sexual activity? If she was really only trying to do GFE things why would he ads say different? If she didn't know her ads were explicit why would she then have good reviews at the same time as the ads? And explicit reviews? I want to let this go, but it is eating me up. I wouldn't care at all if she was honest about it, and it was all on the table. I don't judge her for it, but the way it is now makes me feel terrible. That I am being lied to, and that she is representing herself to me as something that she is not if these things are true.